Clamming up from someone so special to you is like torturing your very own self. You may want to reach out but you just can’t for some certain reasons that you believe in so strongly, and he needs to poke you so hard or even break you for you to open up to him. Must you still stay so stubborn then?
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When I didn’t say anything, Zen defeatedly rested his forehead next to mine on the wall. He sniffed my neck and then he slowly let go of his breath. He did it for a number of times, which made my heart go gaga. I wanted to push him away but I found myself so weak for doing it. All the fighting skills I learned were gone into thin air. He had that effect on me, so I always tried hard to fight these fee
