Amanda's P.O.V
Oh, My God. I can't believe it! I just lost my virginity. To top it off, I lost it to the person I have always loved. It didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. It was amazing, perfect in every way until he started being a jerk again. Why couldn't it be like it was before? He was so loving and tender when we made love. What did the hell happen? Was it all just a joke to get in my panties like he said because it didn't seem that way when it was happening?
I swear I thought I saw tears in his eyes when he walked away from me. Oh God, he took my picture with his phone; even though I wasn't completely dressed, at least my private parts were covered. What if he shows his friends? What if the picture goes around the whole school? No, he wouldn't do that if he did that,
