Cole "I don't f*****g know!" Is all that I can remember saying to my brother as I brush past him, needing to escape that place and doing what I do best, finding myself at the local bar. I couldn't stay there any longer. Watching the love between Justin and Alex and then remembering pouring my soul out to Hannah the night before had me conjuring myself up a massive panic attack. Don't ask me why, I don't even officially know why my brain just malfunctioned. All I know is that there is a war raging between my heart and brain. My heart WANTS her. My brain does what it does best and makes me OVERTHINK every f*****g thing that has happened between us. Who do you think is winning so far? Currently downing my third shot and chasing it with my fourth beer and feeling better and oh so much ligh