Justin My life has gone through moments of pure agony where I was spiraling thinking everybody was to blame for the outcome of my life, especially Hannah. I honestly loved that girl so much and for her to just show up once again only to fall in love with my brother was a severe punch to my already fragile ego. I decided to hell with everyone, family included, and turned to drinking with the bottle of pretty much any liquor being my number one friend. My whole world then came crumbling down to the ground when I was faced with my worst fear of potentially losing my brother. I had to come to terms with the fact that I might never talk to him again. Might never see him again. Might never live this life with him again and that scared the s**t out of me. How could I have been so reckless wi