(11)To my ex lover
1609 Words
TO MY EX LOVER
I know I said I'll move on
But the truth is that I miss you
I miss how you used to make me feel
I miss how you made me happy
Every time I try living a normal life
A life with no stress and depression
All I think of is you,you were the best thing had ever happened to me
I wouldn't lie if I say you made me feel complete
I know this probably sounds crazy but I wish you never left
You left a gap no has ever made the effort to fill it up
I've tried everything to forget about you but the good things you did
The sweet memories of you surpass what mistake you made
I wish I could tell you this but the situations wont allow
When you used to have those stupid pet names just for me
When you could call me past midnight to talk about nothing
Listen to each others breathe because no one wanted to hang up
When you'd send me your favorite songs and asked me not to share with anyone
When you'd call me and sing for me before I slept
I can assure you that no one has done that ever since you left
No one can fill the gap you left behind
Why did you have to make those sweet memories and leave me
To wallow myself in agony and stress
It's never easy to let go, I think I'm breaking apart
No one really knows what I'm thinking bout but you're the reason
The reason behind my miseries,the reason I'm hurting
The fact that I miss you doesn't mean I'm over you
If I had the chance I could've killed you with my bare hands
And make sure you die a painful death
People say I'm a broken b***h with no future
Maybe they're right but as for you, you don't deserve to live
The thought of loosing you made me shed painful tears
But you never came back to check up on me
Some say whoever will be with will eventually leave like you left
Just like that with no reason,and that's what I'm going through
They're loosing hope in me and treating me like trash
Once again ex lover ,why did you leave me so broken
On the verge of ending my own life
Please come back and finish what you started,
I can't take this anymore @laizah
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Lisa's words stung Tyler like a wasp,she was devastated and sad because of him, everything was about him, he was the cause of everything.
Tyler really loved Lisa but due to his waywardness he lost the previous jewel he had.
He was focused on satisfying his own needs and forgot about his own girl, Lisa.
Tyler was secretly admiring Lesley, he knew well she was his girlfriend's friend but his feelings wouldn't be controlled.
Lesley knew Tyler liked her and she was admiring him too, Tyler was surely a cute guy, he had the abs, the look, he was dripping hot and hot as hell, so why not?
I'm sure if it were for any girl, they would go for Tyler.
Lesley made sure Tyler left Lisa, she did everything possible, sent him her nudes, called him occasionally, and worst of all, Lesley had chatted some random guy using Lisa's phone as she was in the bathroom and send the screenshots to Tyler.
That was a reason enough to make Tyler leave her, although Tyler never mentioned anything about Lesley's motives to Lisa because it would have been so obvious.
Despite that Tyler wanted to really get laid, Lisa was always not ready for s*x, she was adamant and that left Tyler no choice than to look for option B and that was Lesley.
It was months and they had been secretly meeting and having s*x occasionally but this time he wanted to meet Lisa and tell her everything, probably ask for forgiveness from her, hoping they would get back together.
It was supposed to be a surprise visit so she never told Lesley nor Lisa about it,he took a bus to narok and went straight to Lisa's house, he had her spare key so getting in was no problem to her.
When he opened the door, it was unlocked and seemed Lesley was in the shower.
Tyler was surprised to meet Lesley at Lisa's place, he although made himself comfortable on the couch as he waited up for Lesley to explain to him why she was in Lisa's place instead of her
"Oow I can see we're having a surprise visit, so you came all this way and never told me about, was it supposed to be a secret? Does Lisa know you're here?"
Lesley popped her questions one after another without giving him a chance to explain.
"No Lesley, Lisa doesn't know I'm here, it was supposed to be a surprise visit, I was hoping I'd meet up with her and apologize to her, I need her back"
Lesley laughed sarcastically as she went on to wipe herself dry not caring of his presence.
" Well sweetheart you're too late for that, didn't I tell you?"
"Huh tell me what?! He asked rather confused
" Lisa is seeing someone else, I told you she's a hoe, they started dating one week after your breakup"
" But I thought Lisa was your friend Lesley why would you talk so I'll of her?"
" That depends honey, as for me I don't do besties with my fellows bitches, I don't trust them"
" Wow that's interesting so where is she anyway?"
" She traveled to her home some five days ago , she said she'll stay over there for one week I guess she'll be here a day after tomorrow"
"Huh okay" Tyler said in surrender.
" I guess I should get going,I was here for her but then if she's not around I think I'll just leave"
"Why would you leave? You know how much I want you right now and we both know you're going nowhere you broke up with her because of me, I give you this thing while she refused to offer it to you,or maybe let me guess you were not a man enough to ask for it like a grown ass man, because they've had s*x several times with Adrian, I can assure you she's glowing"
The thought of Lisa with another man in bed made his blood rush, it made him jealous. And if he had an opportunity here then he will just have to go for it, after all Lesley was the hoe herself, he wouldn't mind banging her for two days before disappearing into thin air and never stepping his feet back in Narok.
He was in for the idea, the went on having several rounds of s*x on the couch, in bed on the floor not caring it was Lisa's house.
In the meantime, Lisa was planning to give both Adrian and Lesley a surprise come back,she wanted to come back a day earlier than they expected, it was on Saturday morning when she took a bus to narok.
Unknown to Lesley and Tyler , Lisa was a few minutes into reaching her house, they were busy having their last s*x before Tyler traveled back to his campus, the door was not locked so Lisa just walked in on them.
The sight in front of her was saddening and traumatizing, Tyler was banging Lesley from behind and she was calling him all sort of names.
She was not sad not happy but just disappointed with the both of them, more sir her friend Lesley.
She cleared he throat in the doorway and that brought the two lovebirds back on planet earth, Lesley was shocked beyond words and so was Tyler, they were not expecting Lisa to find them in such a situation.
As for Lesley she had already came up with words to feed Lisa with, unlucky to her Lisa had witnessed everything.
"Lisa, I'm so sorry" , they both said in unison.
" Ooh guys don't be sorry, I'm sorry to interrupt your heat up moment, you know what just continue with wat you were doing, and please Lesley it's not good making such loud noises it sucks, oow and for you Tyler, I thought you had a big man down there, I never knew you had such a little man ,my bad it makes someone yearn for you, anyway Lesley lock my door once you done you know where to find me"
With that she dropped her shopping on the floor and walked out with her bag.
Tyler and Lesley had no otherwise than to stop their sweet moment, they were both stressed, sir Tyler he was done with everything and was never going to step his feet in Narok again.
Lesley had a lot of issues to solve and prove to Lisa that she was innocent.
Tyler never bothered to take a shower, he just put on his clothes and walked out with no goodbye to Lesley.
Lesley had no otherwise than to clean up the house and walk back to her room in school.
As Lisa walked to Adrian's house , she heard a female voice coming from the room, it was not familiar but from what she heard it seemed the two people in the house were having their moment.
She opened the door and put her bag on the couch as she approached the master bedroom, she only hoped it would not be Adrian because she would be so broken.
What?! Lisa almost screamed
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