R U T H JACOB. He was in front of me. In front of my eyes. I wanted to scream. Shout. Self-defence. I remembered every video of self-defence I had seen over the years. The hand moves, the tackles, the best way to strangle him and run away but nothing made sense. My brain felt like a whirlwind, with many, many thoughts running through my head. I'm stronger. Stronger than this. I had prepared for this all my life, and I'm not letting this man change anything. I was aware of my surroundings. This was my house, my friends, my family. If he even lays a finger on me, I could cut it off and even get away with it. Self defence wasn't a punishable crime. "Ruth, hi," he barely whispered. Hi? Did he just say hi? I tried concentrating on his face while evening my breath and blocking th