Blu We follow the winding path up the hill. The path looks like it was carved from the hill itself as it leads up, and it’s not easy to walk. “f**k,” Vic complains behind me. I laugh at him. “You’re laughing because you’re not carrying anything,” he says coming up behind me and giving me one hand hug. I lean into him enjoying the contact. He lets me go and walks ahead of me, with Xavier coming up the rear. I look at him over my shoulder and his eyes are intense looking at me. Sometimes I wonder what he’s thinking, when he looks at me like that. Or maybe I don’t want to know. My feeling are confusing. One minute I want him, and the next I am questioning why I'm even feel that way about him…when I don’t want to. Yeah, confusing. I shake my head and look around trying to e