Vic I close the door to Blu’s bedroom and take a deep calming breath. I lean against the door as my heart breaks into a million pieces. I actually thought that this was it. That we were finally moving in the right direction, of building a relationship between us, but I guess not. Disappointment works its way inside my body to settle in my throat. I should have known that it wouldn’t work. But I couldn’t help but hope. I wipe my hand on my face as a sigh rips out of me. A mix of feeling cause havoc within. I alternate from feeling guilty and blaming Xavier for chickening out. But I guess it must have been too much for him. Yeah, I agree with my thought as I push off the door, and make my way to the sitting area s***h kitchen in search for some alcohol. I need something