Blu
“No, one is forcing you to do anything. It’s your choice,” she says sounding offended that I even thought that she was forcing me into this.
But I would be lying if I didn’t say that I feel like Vic is forcing me into this. He didn’t exactly give me a choice. He just chose…not even taking a moment to consider how I would feel about this.
I inwardly cringe at how selfish I sound to myself.
Why would I imagine that Vic had to ask me how I felt about this?
I don’t know…I bite the inside of my mouth feeling extremely confused about the whole thing. I close my eyes trying to assess my confusing feelings. They might be confusing, but the truth about how I feel about them is clear to me.
I want them. But can I handle both of them?
I don’t know. Its… my body turns hot remind
