AMY
I feel like sadness starts to fill my heart because I really wanted to be there for him. But if he does not like me for me then there is no need for me to be there. I thought that maybe he was just scared but then I could have misread the entire situation.
Maybe I just wanted to be with him so badly that I did not even worry what he was thinking. I mean I am library girl and he does not really have any responsibility towards me. He did break up with me. Maybe that was his way of telling me to go away and I just chose to ignore it.
I wish that I was wrong but maybe he does not like me. Then a message comes through on my phone and I have no desire to look at it. Maybe I should just go back to my dad and spend a few days there. I do have the time off.
Then I take out my phone to call
