AMY
I lay with my head on his chest while listening to his unstable heart. And I hear his breathing becoming deep and slow. I know now that he is falling asleep and I make sure that I play with my fingers as softly and tenderly as possible on his chest. I want to make him feel better in some way.
I need him to know that I am here for him that I am not going to leave him and that he is not going through this alone. I can not believe that the man that I am in love with is going to die. I need to do something. I can not just lay here and accept that he will not be here in a few days.
I stand up from the bed as quietly and slowly as possible. I want to have a look at his chart. I need to know more. As I stand up I look at the man lying in the bed. He is perfect in every way. His raven black
