♡ Megan ♡ I felt trapped. Brendan had taken to trying to fix our relationship. He was holding on, but I was done. I was ready to walk out the door. It didn’t help that Christmas was in full swing and yet, I felt like I was floating aimlessly through my own life. Of course, the bakery was bustling with holiday orders, and the streets of Rockland were covered in twinkling lights. Everyone around me was filled with festive cheer. Everyone but me. The harder he tried to fix things, the more desperate I became to break free. I was spending more and more time at Josh’s place and the nights that I did sleep in our apartment, I spent on the couch. We were basically over, and I had no idea what Brendan was still holding on for. To top it all off, I had managed to avoid Shane. Ever since his birthd