~CAELAN~ I grabbed the rooted tree and threw it into the water and then I picked up the axe and went to chopping pieces of wood again, just like I had been doing ever since Alina had left me here. I hadn't stopped once since she'd left. I had to keep doing things that kept my mind away from her. I didn't want to think of her anymore. I didn't want to think about what she'd said to me. 'I love you.' I froze as her words bombarded my mind once for. "MOTHETFUCKER—,” I roared as I punched the wood. Why couldn't I get those three words out of my head? Why did those three words mean so much to me? I kept trying to push her away, kept trying to push her away because I'd felt like this once before and she'd been taken from me in the worst way possible. I didn't want to feel that kind of pa