My Billionaire Ex Is A Vampire

Cvm-gutter

“I thought he wasn’t real, you said he could not come back to the city.” The thought of what Sean might have done to me as I sat tied up leaning against Ben, makes me sick. Was it all for real? He bit me! He bit my pleasure button! Not only that, but it felt good. Like what the pancakes! Oh, I’m such an awful human being!

“I can only see him through your mind, but he’s here all right. Some sort of astral projection that vampires can do to those they have tasted the blood of. It gives them easy access for more.” Ben’s meaning is clear as day. He knows.

I feel like a cvm-gutter, but I tell myself that Sean is the one who knows this stuff. This is all new to me. He should have known I didn’t think he was real. I was tied up and out of my mind. I… Why did I even fantasize about this man who broke my heart? Yes I have partly forgiven him as his story starts to sound plausible, but I love Ben! Don’t I?

“She summoned me here!” Sean states and I feel even more confused. I did not! Did I? How? Oh mango peel, can the world just swallow me whole so I can escape this and never return? Please, earth just gobble me up! I’m done!

“The blood link doesn’t work that way.” Ben answers. “Unless..”

“She’s mine!” Sean looks deadly serious and ready to pounce anytime. I don’t know if he can hurt me, but I suspect so as he just svcked blood out of my vag!na! It did make me cvm, but he might just as easily drain me for all I know. So I freeze, not knowing what’s best to do in this situation.

“She’s my Beloved and I can sense when she’s about to 0rgasm! And she sent one hell of a signal to me.” This statement doesn’t seem to give neither me nor Sean the reaction we expected from Ben. I feel myself shaking as his laughter fills the room.

“You’re kidding right?” Ben breathes out between his laughter. I glance at Sean and he looks as puzzled as I feel. I turn around to see Ben drying his tears. His eyes have a wild streak to them, like he is not laughing because this is funny. This laughter is full of gloom and pain.

“If there ever was a day I regretted making the first vampire it’s this day. I thought my regret peaked the days after I had created your forefathers Sean, but no, again you cursed creatures came back to bite my ass. I cannot get rid of you, can I? The plague that you are!” The wildness in Ben’s eyes is caught in fire and I can see a burning hate in them. I’m not sure if it is for himself or for vampires.

“Whaaaat?” Is all I manage to utter as my jaw drops. Ben looks at me again and the fire in his eyes dies down some. He tucks loose hair behind my hair and a sad smile shows itself on his lips. I can sense some kind of uncertainty in him. Like he’s afraid of something.

“Please Lorena, I love you,” he whispers and tears fill my eyes. He’s afraid he will lose me to Sean.

“It doesn’t matter Ben, she’s mine,” I hear from an angry voice behind me. And that just bothers me. He sounds like a seagull going ‘mine, mine, mine’. Well, fvck no! I go where I want to. He can spare his weasel words, I don’t care what he thinks about me being a so-called Beloved. I turn back around to Sean. My blood is pumping again, but this time it’s a completely different feeling running through my veins. I’m angry!

“You do not decide for me,” I tell him with ice in my voice. “I am my own person and my love life is not something for you to dictate.”

“You are..” he tries again, but I lift one finger at him in warning.

“I am a person, stop talking about me like I’m a dog you own! Nor am I a child where you can fight over custody. This will be my decision.” I tell them both. “And before you go, you are not welcome to join in when you feel an 0rgasm cvmming. I’m planning to have lots of those again, without you, thank you very much!” He actually looks guilty at that, but I’m not going to forgive him for intruding like that. I stare him down until he pops out of existence and I sigh, throwing myself to the bed, next to Ben.

“I want to drink again,” I tell him and he chuckles.

“I would gladly make you sober again after.” His light tone helps my mood, but this is getting all too much for me. How can I be focused on my studies if I’m caught in a lovers triangle? I snuggle into Ben, needing contact.

“I will not force you to make a decision lightly, but I recommend you do it quickly.” Ben explains. “Vamps have a tendency to become violent without their Beloved if they know who they are.”

“But do I have a choice then? Is it like either I become ‘his’ as he said, or do we have to kill the rabid fangness himself? I don’t know if I can do that.” I whisper, feel my eyes sting more and more as I speak. “Please tell me there is another way!”

“You can Banish him from you if you don’t want to be with him, but the sooner you do it the better. Especially now that we know he has tasted your blood.” I pinch my legs together, suddenly shameful. Ben notices and puts his hands on my thigh, making me relax.

“The guilt isn’t yours, Lorena. I won’t even blame that vamp for it. The Beloved thing is a strong magic that even I don’t know how works completely. And if you knew he was real you would have let him continue. This I know without a doubt. If the ritual wasn’t close to ending he would have gone further with you too.” I almost recoil by what I’m hearing. How can Ben say this so calmly?

“Don’t blame the man, blame the magic. This time at least, do not make it a rule,” Ben reassures me. “And that is why you need to make a decision fast, my love. His need to be with you is going to get stronger and stronger and in the end he will not be able to control himself and either turn you to a vampire or one of you dies. And if you are turned against your will your relationship will be poisonous.”

“Does that mean that I have to become a vampire if I choose him?” I ask. I feel a little guilty for asking my current boyfriend about my possible future with my ex, but he is my only source of info.

“Yes,” he whispers as an answer, then he looks me into my eyes before continuing. “Please don’t choose him. I love you Lorena, so much! I don’t want to be left alone after you have shown me the blessing it is to be with the one you love,” he begs and once again my heart both flutters and brakes for this man.