“I know it’s selfish of me...” he continues, his voice turned sad “...and I know you can’t come because Noah deserves a father and a mother together. He deserves a whole family and I know this.... but you are special to me Nina.. not like the rest. We had something special, even though nothing serious happened between us just kiss, but that kiss was the best in my whole life. I tried to forget about you with Bethany and Beka, but it’s impossible. What we had.... it was special.” He said sadly and hopefully. I know what he means... and I feel the same and he is right too..... I can’t go with him, even though I want nothing else just to fly far away with him and live happily without problems. I don’t know what to say. “Everything is true what you just said... I think the same... and it does