FIFTY ONE
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I just escape because I just want to buy more time. I went to different places where I had a lot of memories
Those words that he said yesterday… I've been thinking about it and I did not stop. I can't stop.
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Yes, she is my boss. But I didn’t go here for her, I went here to see my colleagues for the last time
He doesn't look like he's holding a grudge against someone. But can I trust this feeling of mine that he's really telling me the truth?
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At first, I wanted to blame her but It happened already. I am dead. There’s no reason for me to plant some kind of hatred in my heart. I just want peace”
I looked at him firmly that time… there's no sign of lies.
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God knows what I did. And I am harming no one in this place
If this feeling of mine towards what Benedict said is true, then Makaria is totally lying. For what reason? To be close to me? I am still confused
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I am stalling. Making my last few walks in this building before I go. I promise you. I didn’t do anything
The blood between her thighs… What is that then? How is that even possible? What did she do?
Or maybe it was Sally?
Yes, if it's not Benedict then, there is a huge possibility that it is Sally! But still… I need to prove it. I need to make sure. How?
Goddammit.
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*Knock! Knock!*
Oh, come on. I took a leave of absence for this day so who's this human who tried to disturb my peaceful life here! I am still trying to heal my wounds.
I am trying to figure things out!
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*Knock! Knock!*
“Alright, who's in there?” I said before I walked towards the door.
“Me! You fool” but when I heard that voice… I feel like I want to get out of here.
“N-no one is here!”
“Really, Thanatos? No one? Can you think of a better alibi? Make sure it is believable” Oh damn it. I shouldn't have said anything. I had no choice now but to open the door. I DON'T WANT TO.
Oh, come on. Why is she always here when I am having my alone time?!
“What do you want?”
“You.” crap.
I just opened the door and looked at her without showing any expression. 'You' huh.
“Surprise! I am here” She even showed some excitement huh. I don't feel excited right now.
Then I have just observed her outfit. This looks familiar.
“Makaria…”
“Yes, that's the name. Is my outfit familiar to you? This is just a replica of what I wore that night”
What the… what's wrong with her? Why does she have to… WEAR THAT?
“That…”
“Yes… the night when we had se—”
“Ahhh!!! Ahh my head!” AND THIS s**t HAPPENED.
I don't know but suddenly my head starts to hurt so bad. So bad that I can't hear anything.
“W-what? Hey your head is aching again?! What the heck, Thanatos!”
“It hurts!!!” I quickly close my eyes and kneel down because it's getting worse.
Until…
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“Hey! Wake up! You cannot just sleep on the floor while wearing that disgusting shirt of yours that is full of your disgusting puke!” I feel weird. And it's getting weirder when I heard this blabber fish. She is shaking the hell out of me! I opened my eyes for a while as I saw her face. Oh okay, I'll sleep again. It's nice to be here“Thanatos said wake up!*slap*”
OH CRAP WHAT HAPPENED?!
“What a blabber fishy!!!” and as quick as a lightning, I stood up. I feel like this blabber fish beside me hurt my face. Oh no, she really is a No-no.
Wait, where am I? This place looks familiar. I think it's Thanatos' new house. Oh, wait… I am Thanatos.
“So you cannot go to your bed with that shirt” ah this blabber fish blabber a lot! I am going to put her inside the aquarium once I've had one.
I just looked at my clothes and smelt them. Stinky. That's why maybe she wants me to take it off?
“Okay!” so I started to take my clothes off in front of this fishy woman. I bet she likes to see this. I have six-packs of bread in my tummy rolls.
She's getting red. Red puffer blabber fish likes my six-packs tummy bread hahaha.
“Great, that is nice. Now go to your room, Thanatos”
Oh come on, she is the boss now? Well fine. I did what she said and I went to my room. I am still dizzy but I still manage to get there quickly. As quick as a tortoise. With matching mess because
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*Blag!!!*
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Oh, crap my lamp. I wanted to get my lamp so I knelt down. Crap. It's getting dizzier over here.
“Damn it what happened?!” oh come on! This blabber fish cares about me! She immediately pulled me up when she gets here.
With that, I smelled her hair… her soft fragrant hair. She smells like…
“Hmmm… you… Mara”
“I am your boss” she let me wrap my arms around her shoulders. But just for a short while because she threw me on my bed quickly.
This blabber is so bad!
“Mara...” her smell… I like it so much. Smelling her would be my addiction. I want more of her smell but she is moving away! No.
I want her here beside me.
So I grabbed her hands and pulled her close. Accidentally, this blabber fish became too close. And it's nice because I can smell her scent now.
“Thanatos, get off me” oh come on, I don't want her to walk away and move. I want her to be like this.
“Please… can we stay like this for a moment?” I asked her as I secretly sniffed her hair.
“Thanatos if you insist that we stay like this, I am going to kill you!” Oh come on, so she is a killer fish now? A pleasantly scented fish. I bet she likes it too, to be close with my six-packs tummy rolls, almost touching it.
“Mara… just for a short while” Mara the fish… Mara… my…
My wife. I miss my wife. Why. Why do I feel this way?
“Thanatos, you know that I won’t allow that”
“I am trying to avoid these feelings of mine… but when you are close to me, I can’t help myself,” I said it. I couldn't tell her before but now… I can.
My dead wife… is her…
I miss… everything.
I just stare at her. Reminiscing everything. With that, my heart started pounding so fast. So fast that it may burst anytime. We're very close now…
But…
She looks confused about what I am doing.
“My heart keeps beating so fast when you are around, why?” Maybe she knows the answer?
“I don’t care about your heart, okay? I know I am gorgeous… nothing is ne--” oh come on, this fish! If she is not my wife? I should have kicked her already but she is…
My blabber fishy wife, for better and always worse.
“Feel it… my heart” I immediately took her hand and put it on my chest, for her to feel what I am feeling. But…
She didn't like it. She pushed me away as she stood up beside my bed. Oh no, I can't smell her hair.
“I am leaving”
“Hmm…”
“I won’t forget this night. I will make sure that I can take revenge for what you have done to me!”
Oh come on, she started to blabber blabber.
“Hmmm... fishy fishy *laugh*” I said teasingly. Because she is a fish! And I am still feeling dizzy. But… I also feel hot!
So I stood up also and tried to remove the rest of my clothes… the rest means… THE REST
“Hey, I am not jokin- WHAT THE f**k THANATOS?!” BUT THEN MY BLABBER FISHY SHOUTED. I THINK SHE IS CRAZY THAT IS WHY.
So I just smiled at her while putting all away the rest of my shirt. Now I feel cool. Great!
“I am really leaving you, i***t!”
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*Door closed*
Oh, come on! My blabber fish wife left me! She left me here alone!
I STILL FEEL WEIRD OVER HERE!
So I fell back to the bed…
And everything went dark
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