I am yours

Episode 6

 Eva

As I walked out from the club I felt the whole world was mine. I've been so happy... I couldn't remember when I felt like that last time. It wasn't dark yet so I wanted to go down to the beach. That was near. I had a long walk. I couldn't believe that I don't have to leave. And that Andrej was really nice, somehow I've been sure he liked me. 

I didn't know if he wanted to give me the job because of that, but even if this is the case I wouldn't mind. I mean, I'd never have any kind of relationship with him as he'll be my boss, and I wouldn't want to mess things up. But that was clear he's the “I don't want a relationship” type. Just like me. After a long walk I went back home. Unfortunately I met someone, who I didn't really want to see. Dave.

- Hi Eva, how are you? 

I could see the happiness in his eyes. 

- Oh I'm fine. Thanks. What about you?

- I'm good. Where have you been this time?

- I had a job interview in a club.

- Oh. And how it went?

He's face changed to serious. 

- I don't know yet.

I didn't want to tell him, I've got the job. I didn't want him to start hoping. 

- I applied for a bartender job and not for dancer.

I laughed. And his expression changed back to normal.

- Oh that sounds better. Would you join me for a drink? 

- Drink for what?

- It's Saturday. Come on Eva just one drink. I won't bite.

I really wanted to refuse, but I couldn't find a reason. 

- Okay, only for one. 

He smiled and held my hand to lead me to his flat. He's flat was nice. He was really neat, not like the other guys of the same age. He seated me on the coach in his living room. Then went to the kitchen. 

- What do you want to drink? 

He shouted. 

- Something light please.

- Cider?

- Yeah great. 

He came back with two bottles and two glasses. He sat next to me. Closer than I wanted. We started chatting about meaningless things. When finally I've got the question what I expected, but didn't want to hear.

- Eva, please come with me one evening for a date.

- Dave, I just can't.

- Why? Just try at least ones.

- Dave you are really nice and I do like you as a friend only, I could try but I know where it'd end and I don't want you to be angry with me. 

- What if we both fall in love and we could be happy with each other?

- That definitely won't happen Dave. Believe me.

- Why are you so sure about that?

- I just know, and I'm sorry Dave but I have to leave now.

- Eva, sorry I... 

- No that's fine. I think I'm just tired.

I tried to smile and went to the door. I left. When the door closed I stood at the wall for a while and took a few deep breaths. 

Why? I asked myself the same question many times. I pulled myself together and entered our flat. Max wasn't home. Somehow I've been happy with that. I needed a bath. I think it could calm me. So I went to the bathroom and started to fill up the bath. When I slipped in it I closed my eyes, but only that question was in my mind. Why?

Flashback (Eva)

I finished all my exams in school today. Aleksandr came to pick me up as usual. We went straight to his flat. I nearly lived there. He made dinner. He wanted to celebrate that I finished the year. I liked how he cooked. I liked the way he always took care of me. After the dinner he made a bath for me. He knew exactly how I liked it and most of the time he joined me, like this time. We sat there, he kept me in his arms and caressed my skin than massaged me then he just folded his arms around me.

- What is your plan after you finish school?

I only got one year left.

- Why do you ask?

- Just asking, so I can be ready.

- What do you mean?

He laughed. 

- Just wonder if you wanna study more, or you wanna have a family early.

- What?

I laughed too. 

- Do you want children?

I asked him.

- Yes, but not yet. I've been joking babe. You are too young for that.

But for some reason I felt now he's not really telling the truth.

- I don't mind if this is what you want. 

I said and I've been serious. 

- No, we can wait with that. 

I turned around to sit on his lap opposite him. I felt his reaction immediately, and that made me want him. I've been 18 that time and not long before I gave him my virginity, so I couldn't get enough of him. I was about to kiss him, but he just started another conversation.

- What is your dream house?

- What?

- How do you imagine the house where we are going to live?

I laughed at this question, but I played the game. 

- I want a big house. The main color is white. At least four bedrooms, so we can fill them up with children, and I want it to be at a lake, or next to water, I want to have a pool, and a nice comfy place outside, so we can watch the sunrise and sunset together. I want a decent sized kitchen. White of course, I know I'd hate to keep it clean, but I'd love it. A huge bed in our bedroom and a hot tub. I need a hot tub. 

He laughed.

- Okay, your order has been taken.

Then he kissed me, we kissed each other even more passionately. He pulled me to move, so his hardness could caress me between my legs. He made me move until he felt I nearly reached my climax, then he moved himself, so he could push it inside me deep. We both moaned when it happened. He took the lead and moved my butt as he wanted. 

He forced me to move even faster until I moaned loud in pleasure. After I calmed down, he pulled me out from the bath. We didn't even dry ourselves, he just picked me up and slipped inside me like that and walked to the bed with me. 

He managed to put me down without pulling it out. He continued moving really hard until I felt he's going to c*m. Before that he pulled it out and c*m on my tummy. I loved to feel his seeds on me. I loved to watch him to enjoy his climax what I made him to feel. I loved him so much.