17 - The pain Why? Why did that b***h try and shoot my woman? f**k this pain in my abdomen is ridiculous. I see Cassie standing over me, I can hear her screaming. I just want to hug her and take all her pain away. I love that woman standing there. I will go to the ends of the world to make her happy. Everything is blurry I cannot make it what is happening. I’m feeling my body being moved and the sounds of sirens. Then nothing complete silence. its like I’m sleeping or... no...I f*****g better not be dead. I need to be with Cassie, she needs me and I can’t leave my parents. I’m lying, well I think I’m lying on a bed I can’t really tell. Beep beep beep What the f**k is that an alarm clock, it’s not Cassie normal alarm tone Beep beep beep Seriously what the f**k is that bloody nois

