Episode 8
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Caleb - Going for her
My wounds healed fast. Faster than I thought. This was the first day when I decided I'd be going to go out. It was a cold, but sunny day. I went around the castle, I had a long walk. I missed Noah. I felt like without him, a part of me was missing. But I kept telling myself I have to be patient, and I have to leave him to heal. My other problem was, there was something that I couldn't get out of my head. Aurora. I thought that as the time went by I'd think about her less, but it wasn't like that.
She was in my head day and night. She occupied my mind. She was always there. She was everywhere. Every single thing that I saw made me think about her. I eagerly wanted to have her next to me, and unfortunately I had to realize it wasn’t just I wanted to make her mine so much. I just felt that I could be at perfect ease if she were there by my side. I couldn’t forget her beautiful figure, and her angelic voice was still in my head too.
I was dying to hear that voice again. I was dying to hear that voice telling me she loved me, and she stays with me forever.
I shook my head. I didn’t understand that feeling at all. She was a healer. Even an omega female was often used to satisfy others, but a healer? They don’t know about anything that can satisfy someone.
They live their lives absolutely without any emotions that can be felt between male and female. They only have s*x when they reach that age to be inseminated.
But the female has to be in heat, so they don’t think. They just let it be. I hate thinking about that. I hated to think about someone else hating her.
But the next moment I felt like what a fool I am. What kind of future could we have? They are so weak and fragile. They haven't even got a wolf. It is impossible for her to be my Luna, and actually I couldn’t really try to make her my Luna.
First of all, the pack wouldn’t accept her, and the second thing is, as Mandy is my arranged future Luna, which I really didn't want. By the way, she would tear Aurora apart in a second.
The Forest Pack's alpha and luna were in a good and close friendship with my parents. They were the closest pack space to us. When we were newborn, our parents promised each other they were going to get us married when we were old enough, and she'd be the Blue Blood Pack's Luna by my side.
After they succeeded, they planned to connect the Forest Pack with the Blue Blood Pack, so we'd have a bigger space. She wasn’t nice at all, not in her attitude and not in her appearance.
If I kept Aurora as my mistress that would be the same, Mandy wouldn’t accept that, and she'd probably kill her.
That was hard. I was in charge of everyone. I had power and they respected me, so they did what I said, but Mandy was an Alpha too. She's got used to that too, and she won’t allow me to rule her. I can force Aurora easily, but Mandy definitely wouldn’t share my bed with her.
I sighed. I felt sorry for Aurora. How can a beauty like her be wasted? I didn't know how old she was, but I guessed she still had a few years to be insemiated. But again, when I imagined another male on her, I felt like something wanted to get out of my chest, but that something would kill that bastard who touched her.
I really wondered if that sister had given the message to her. I really expected her to come to me for something by now. Actually, this was the reason why I said that. But it didn't seem like she'd come.
I was deep in my thoughts. I didn't even realize I was out for a long time. I felt cold, so I went back to my room. Actually, I didn't know what to do. I was bored. A knock pulled me out of my thoughts. Jason entered my room. And he held a letter in his hand.
"Hi Alpha, how are you?"
I looked at him and smiled, but it wasn't really a smile.
"Okay. What is that?"
I asked him, looking at the letter in his hand. He grinned.
"This came from the Forest Pack. "
I moved my gaze up at the ceiling. This is what I needed the least. At that moment, I really wished I'd received a letter from Aurora, telling me what she needed, and I'd give it to her in person happily. Aurora… I had to stop myself thinking about her and focus on Jason.
"Open it."
He smiled.
I opened the envelope and read the letter. It said she heard what happened to me, and she hopes that I'll get better soon. Also, it made my mood worse, when I read she was planning a visit, just to see how I am, and if she could help.
"What does it say?"
Jason asked me curiously.
"Nothing important. Maybe she will visit me soon. "
"That's great."
I laughed.
"In what way?"
He looked at me in disbelief.
"Isn't she your future Luna?"
I laughed out loud.
"Maybe she is, but then you have to kill me."
"But your parents..."
I didn't let him finish.
"They cannot force us to be together if one of us says no."
"But Caleb, you'll need a Luna. Can you imagine how easier it would be now? She could help you out."
"And what if I find my real mate?"
He looked at me in disbelief. I continued.
"I'm not rushing. I'm fine now. I think the pack is happy, so I have no reason to rush with that."
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