LILLY'S POV I was so angry with myself for the way that I had yet again allowed my body to humiliate me. I couldn’t believe that I was back here again and I had come so close to f*****g Max. At this point, I might as well have accepted that I was still in a relationship with Max because he clearly still had some control over me. Instead of going back home after leaving his house, I decided to meet up with Sarah. She had been bothering me lately complaining about how I no longer had time to hang out with her anymore. To be honest I would rather be with her than anyone right now. I didn’t want James to give me another surprise visit and I didn’t want to be alone because I knew that I would end up thinking about my latest encounter with Max. I arrived at Sarah’s place an hour after leavi

