Elias's p.o.v
"You can do this. You can make him want you so f*****g bad." I whispered to myself while looking in the mirror.
My throat was dry and my body was dripping wet from the bath.
I grabbed the bottle of whiskey and gulped down the liquid in my mouth, as much as I could.
"You have f****d a lot of guys. You are a perfect top and excellent bottom in the whole country....."
I trailed off then frowned.
"No, that was a little too much on the top." I said then gulped a mouth full of whiskey.
"You are a perfect b***h in this city." I said then shook my head.
"No, that sounds so wrong and horrible. Wait... why am I even talking to myself..... whatever." I whispered while I drank again ignoring the burning bitterness in my throat.
"You are good at what you d
