Sebastian's Point of View
All I thought was she's something I could use for my plans, for my pastime, for healing myself. I thought those were just her values to me, so every single day, I reject the possibility that she could be more than that; that she could be more than a woman I'd use.
Every day I spent with her felt like a new day to my life. Mas lalo ko siyang nakilala. Mas lalo kong nakita kung gaano siya ka-iba sa babaeng wumasak sa akin. She's far better. She's incomparable.
But I was so scared to admit it. Sobrang takot kong aminin na may nararamdaman na ako para sa kanya, dahil takot akong mawasak ulit. Takot akong masaktan ulit.
I don't want to go through the same loop of pain and bitterness anymore, so I continued playing the bad guy to build a wall between us—to push he
