Justin I am freaking out and exhausted as I make my way to meet my parents for coffee. It has been a rough couple of days for everyone. Taking Ewan from Jenny was probably one of the hardest things I have done in my life. She was utterly heartbroken and crying, which I can understand. Thank God Sydney was there to help comfort her while I took care of Ewan. Ewan has not settled at all the last few nights at mine. Sydney and I surviving on only a couple of hours of sleep a night, but somehow, we have been pushing through. It will take time, but I am sure Ewan will be okay. I am nervous about telling my parents about him. I wish I had told them sooner, now. I just hope they aren’t mad at me. I may need their help soon with Ewan if things don’t change. They have raised children before, and