Ava’s P.O.V
It had been a week since we found out I was pregnant, both now over the shock and really excited about it. We had been to the doctors, had our first Scan and thankfully everything was OK with both baby and I. I still can’t believe I am already three months pregnant. I was still worried though, something I tried keeping to myself, not wanting to damper Dylan’s excitement. I was terrified that the more weight I put on the better chance I will go back to my old ways. I was worried about the wedding too…about my dress in case I looked disgusting now in it. I never wanted to be thinking this way but I couldn’t help it. I loved that I was pregnant with our baby…excited about becoming a mummy but the thought of getting fat is messing with my head. What if I do go back to old ways? S
