Ava’s P.O.V
I was standing in front of the mirror in only my underwear, looking at my growing bump, I was five months pregnant now and it was showing for sure. As the bump began to grow I struggled, felt disgusting and used everything I had in me to stop me from making myself sick cause I never wanted to hurt our baby in anyway. Instead I would hurt myself, cutting myself when it got really bad, hated myself for it but I needed to do something to stop myself from purging. Dylan knew all this, never wanted to lie to him about it and he has been there every step of the way like he had promised…everyone had. I have been doing better these last couple of weeks though. And the reason being cause it was getting closer to our wedding day and now it had finally arrived…Dylan and I were getting m
