Jena
My heart feels like it is bleeding, not from pain, but from the overwhelming amount of love I feel for this man. Watching him tell our unborn child that he will protect and love us? Yeah, that just rips me open and fills me up. I never imagined that this moment would ever be possible, that it would ever be this perfect. John has proven over and over again just how much he loves me, how could I ever have doubted that he wouldn't be over the moon to find out that he will become a father? "I still want to do the adoption." I tell him as I watch him kiss my stomach over and over again. He looks up at me with confusion. "I want us to adopt even though I am pregnant. I have thought about not going through with the adoption now that I am pregnant, but there are still so many children out t
