Jena The three hour drive is torturous. I want to shout at every car that drives the speed limit and I can't get myself to sit still. Melody is constantly checking her phone, her eyes worried. "What is happening?" I ask her and she shakes her head like she did the last ten times I asked her. "Just f*****g tell me." I am starting to get pissed off with the fact that she won't tell me anything. "John went fighting again. My brothers tried to keep him at home, but he lost it. He told them that they were the ones to get him in the ring and now that he wants to stay there, they have a problem with it. He really doesn't look good. Marcus is sure he has at least two broken ribs but John refuses to go to the doctor." She says and I want to f*****g scream at her, but then I realize that I am the