I had a lot of fun with my dad and the pack today. After going down memory lane with his stories about mom, he gave me a tour of the pack house and the village. Everyone was so welcoming and they are all excited that I am finally back with them. They made me feel like I truly belong here, that this is where I'm supposed to be. We had a barbecue night and a big bonfire. Everyone was dancing and the kids are playing games, I was laughing outside but if anyone will really pay attention, they will see through my facade. I still feel empty, like something is missing, I smiled but it really didn't reach my eyes. " Are you okay kiddo? Are you having fun?" My dad asked beside me, I nodded and smiled at him. " Yeah, this is fun dad, thank you. I am just a bit tired maybe, it's been a long day." I