Waking up without Alaric breaks my heart all over again. I miss him terribly but he has to learn his lesson, I won't give him an easy option. If he wants me back then he has to earn it, besides I still need to bond with my dad and our people.
It will be the perfect distraction for me, my dad said he will formally introduce me to the pack and train me. He said, I will be their Alpha, once he retired and I need to know the basics of combat now that I've shifted.
The talk with Alaric last night somehow helped me to sleep, I can feel his sincerity, but I cannot just forgive and forget. I blocked him again after our last conversation, I don't him hearing my thoughts, he needs to know I'm hurt and disappointed with him.
I will talk to him if I wanted to, not the other way around. I stretch
