Krystal I decided to avoid Cloud and not talk with him at all. Even though he sometimes talks with me when I am alone, I don’t talk back at him, knowing and realizing that on Tuesday what happened between me and James might happen for the 2nd time. And I want to tremendously avoid that more than anything else in this world. Avoiding him is the priority now. I can’t let my feelings get confused or get worse, even though I am not really feeling anything about him. I am just looking for the possible things that might possibly happen. And it is IT. “Here is your order.” The seller said to me as she handed me my vegetable salad. “Thanks.” I replied and went on my way to the open field. I realized that no one really goes to the open field. There are small benches near the field with shade

