James
I know that Krystal is still far from me. I still haven't gotten closer to her feelings and it is really making me tired, but because I really love her, I can't give up that easily on her. She has been there with me, liking me while I was doing unpleasant things to her. She still accepted the way that I was with her and this thing is not really big at all.
Sometimes, I feel bad for her because there will be times that I act stupidly around her. I know how important Cloud is to her, but I neglect it because of my jealousy. I can't stand seeing them both together. Knowing that Cloud likes her. I don't know if Krystal knows that or if she likes Cloud too.
I can't. I just can't see them together. Every time I see them together, I do things that I shouldn't because it won't be helpin
