JAX’S POV — “You can’t .” Celeste mutters in a state of panic as she lifts her hands , covering her ears with them . I tug my shorts on , pulling my shirt over my head and follow her as she runs out of the bathroom . “Celeste .” I call out to her , but she keeps on yelling “ La la la la .” And you can definitely say that I am f*****g annoyed . She can not be my mate . I don’t want her . Yes , she’s ugly . She’s not Alison . Kill her . Reject her . I winch as the voices in my head starts to yell and it feels like echoes rushing through my ears , bouncing off my walls inside of my head . I know for a fact that she isn’t ugly , but I also know that she isn’t Alison and Alison is all that I want . She’s all I ever f*****g wanted . I remember when I knew I loved her . “Ali , stop