ISAAC’S POV — Since little Jake was born , Alison has been distant . Whenever I held the little dude , she would stare at him with sad eyes and I can’t help but wonder why she’s being so strange . Every time I ask her if she wants to hold him , her eyes sparkle up but then as fast as it came , it disappears too and she mutters up an excuse about how she is tired and needs rest . It’s been two weeks and I have seen her get stronger , take longer walks and even if she failed in shifting last week , she seems stronger now , it means she can try again . I wonder if she wants kids .. the thought makes me feel uncomfortable because of course she wants to want kids .. right ? It’s part of being Luna and she can forget about making Jake alpha , with his father’s stupidity and his mother’s tempe