Riley I woke up, clouded in a room full of light. It was so beautiful that I thought for sure I didn't make it. As sad as I was to know that, I'm happy knowing I got to tell Dylan goodbye. Not very many people got to share a final goodbye with the one they loved. But I was instantly distraught the second I heard a muffled voice beside me. I was highly confused as to what was going on. The last thing I remembered was hitting the floor face first inside my room, moments before staring into the tear-filled eyes of the man I loved. As I moved, I noticed it was easier than I thought it might be. Every limb in my entire body felt sore and tired, hurting and throbbing. This wasn't what I expected heaven to be like. I know I am no saint, but I don't believe I deserved the horrible, dreadful