I walked and left my room. As I was walking down the stairs, I saw my sister with a huge smile on her face. She was glowing, and she looked so in love.
I wonder when would I feel the same. I'm tired of pretending to everyone that I'm weak and afraid of being left when they knew how strong I was, and I was afraid that they will all leave me when they learned that I killed innocent people.
"Hey, Blue, where you going?"I was back in reality when I heard someone call my attention.
I looked to see who was it, and then I saw Red, was now in front of my face, I didn't I stopped walking in midst of the stairs and she was now in front of me.
"What was it again ,Red?"I ask in a small voice since I didn't hear what she said.
"I asked where you were going?" She said as she stared at me intensely, like she was reading my thoughts and eyeing my soul as she was looking at me with those eyes.
"Do you have a problem , Blue? " Red continued as she was still staring at me.
" I was just going to the garden, and no, I don't have any problem." I said as I shook my head.
"Are you sure?" She still asked, not being convinced with my answer.
"Rest assured, Red. I don't have any problems,"I said, trying to convince her for the second time.
"I can feel that you were hiding something from use ,Blue, and you forgot that we are twins , I can sense whether you're fine or not fine, whether you have a problem or not, but as you said you are fine then, okay. But, I just want you to know that I and the rest of our family were here to listen to you when you're ready to open up," Red said as she looks at me tenderly , I can feel the sincerity in her voice.
"Nothing to worry, Red," I said as I tried to hide my emotion.
She smiled at me as she walked upstairs.
Red and I are on the same palace, along with our servants and the guests, while my parents were on the main palace , while my brother's palace where not occupied since Hellious was not there and her other brother Gio, went back on travelling again after the wedding since, he wants to discover more species.
"You're Highness, Queen Silviania was asking for your presence," The servant who blocked her way told her as she was walking her way to the garden.
Blue just nodded and went to teleport herself to the main castle exactly where her mother is.
She appeared in her mother's garden and she saw her watering them as was humming some songs.
"You asked for my presence, mother?" Blue asked as soon as she reached where she was.
"Oh, there you are, Blue," Her mother said as she was still not looking at her, "Have a sit first, and I'll just finish doing this,"Her mother said as she motion her to the chair that was on her garden.
Not long after, when her mother joins her, " There would be a ball that was happening two days from now as a farewell party for our guests," Her mother said to her as she broke the silence.
"I thought they were staying her for another week?" Blue said as she looked at her mother, who was now pouring them some tea.
"Apparently, the construction of their homes and kingdoms were all done, of course with the help of your brother ,Gio, who made everything fast, that man I thought he had already traveled, but he was just there making everything fast," Her mother said as she shook her head in disbelief.
"But, what does it have to do with me ?" Blue asked as she was wondering why her mother told it to her.
"I knew you were aware of your twin sisters and Xerias relationship?," Her mother asked her, and Blue tried to look down as she didn't know how to answer her mother's question. "Don't worry , Blue, I'm not against it . Besides, that man has some good character, and I knew how to read someone, whether their bad or good. " Her mother continued as she was eyeing him.
"And I knew that you have some strong connection with Xerias beta, though that man is good too, I don't want him for you," Her mother said bluntly.
Blue doesn't know how to react at what her mother told him.
"I just don't want you to get hurt, Blue," Her mother said to her, which she didn't get. Why would she get hurt in the first place.
"I don't get it mother, why would I get hurt in the first place, I don't even like him," I said as I lied.
"Just save yourself, Blue , I've lost you before, and I don't want that to happen again, and besides, fate can be manipulative sometimes," Her mother said to her and she still didn't understand all the warnings that she was getting from her.
"Don't worry, Mother, it's not happening again,"I said as I was still trying to digest everything, but my mothers word was still hideous for me
I bid my goodbyes at her and went to teleport myself back at my room.
Blue was still left in wonders about her mothers word. She knew that there's something deeper with it, and her mother was just hiding it from her, and that's what she didn't understand. Why won't she just directly say it to her?
And why does it seem like she knew what she was to Nicholas?
Blue tried to shake her head, trying to stop herself from thinking everything her mother said to her.
She should focus herself on becoming strong and being more affectionate to her family, but she too needs time to heal all her wounds cause by her so- called father.
That night, everyone was in the dining room, including me. I was not in the right state since my mother's words were still lingering in my mind.
I still can't figure out what she meant.
"Are you alright, Blue?" I was back in the state when I heard my father ask me a question.
I looked up just to see that everyone was looking at me, including Him.
They all looked at me like, "I was weird or something."
"Are you alright, Blue?" Father asked me again when I didn't answer.
I looked again and saw that everyone was still eyeing me.
"I'm fine, Father," I said in a low voice but enough for everyone to hear since we all have a strong sense of hearing.
"Just tell us if something was and is bothering you," Father said as he continued eating.
I looked at my mother, who was also looking at me with worry in her eyes.
After the dinner, Father didn't let us all go, and he summoned us all to the library to the main castle where he and mother were staying.
"Since all of you were already here," Father said when all of us teleported inside his library." I want you all to know that in two days we will be having a small banquet for our guests as they will bid their goodbye to us," My father said and I frown, I thought mother said that it will be a ball.
"I thought we're gonna have a ball?" I asked since I don't have any clue about any celebrations. The first celebration that I attended was when it was Helios and Selenesee's wedding.
"You're leaving?" We all turn our head when Red suddenly speaks. I thought she already knew about this. It turns out she just knew now.
Xerias looked at Red, and his eyes were sad, but he changed them instantly into cold ones. What was with them playing and acting like this when no one was against the two of them?
"Red, they already finished building their kingdom with the help of your brother," Father said as he broke the silence.
Xerias remained silent as he was still not talking and didn't answer her sister's question.
"Why did no one tell me about this one?" Red asked, making her voice a little louder.
"There's no need for them to tell you," Xerias finally answered her sister.
Blue was just watching as they were looking at each other. She tried to look to the other side, but she caught Nicholas's eyes, who were watching her.
So, this must be the weird feeling that she was feeling a while ago like someone was looking at her, but she dared not to look as if she was busy watching the couple in front of her.
Blue tried to look at Red and Xerias again as she was avoiding his stares.
"Why there's no need for them to tell me?" Red said as she was looking angrily at Xerias, who was beside her.
Blue couldn't understand that they were just looking so in love this morning, but now they were like this.
Blue's thoughts were interrupted when her sister suddenly walked out of the room. Red just teleported herself, and Xerias was left there with still no emotions can be read on his face.
"You need to follow her. you wolf," my father said as he was looking madly at Xerias.
Xerias went out of the room as wolve's doesn't bless with teleportation like them. They can run fast, unlike the vampires who can just use teleportation aside from being fast.
After Xerias left, Blue heard her parents sighed .
"Those two, tsssk, they thought they could hide everything from anyone, when they were always walking together looking so in love," King Armund said, and Blue looked at him.
"Father, Mother," Blue called for her parents as she thought that this was the right time to tell them her plans.
"What was it, Blue?" Her father asked her as he was frowning at her like, he was sensing something, " Don't tell me you already found your other half?"Her fatehr said, and she almost cough, how can he tell?
But she'll be dead before she admits it, but that wasn't the reason she calls for them.
"Armund , you're making our daughter nervous with your question, I supposed she was going to tell you something," Mother said as she looked at me, and then her eyes landed on Behind me and I turned back and saw that Nicholas was still there.
"My Queen, I have nothing against if Blue found her other half, but I just don't want it to be now, we just found her and we still didn't have enough time to spend with her and I just don't like the idea that someone was juts going to steal her from us again," My father said as he looked at my mother with so many sadness on his eyes.
"As a father, I knew every father out there would understand What I felt, Alec stole her for thousand years, but now that we got her , I just want to spend time with her first before some man will took her from us," I feel guilty at what my father said, here I am planning to tell them that I will leave to find myself first, but hearing my father's pain, I don't think I have the heart to break it , though I was trained not to feel emotions and be ruled by it.
it was just it's different when you heard it from your own father, and 6 was not their fault.
"You're being dramatic again. Stop Armund, you're too old for that,"Mother said as she was trying to lighten the mood inside the room.
Father looked at my mother with full of love on his eyes, and then he turned to me.
"What was it that you are trying to say again , Blue?" Father asked me again.
"I just want to say if I -I could help mother preparing the banquet since it's my first time in a banquet asked from Helios's wedding," I said as I looked at him.
"Of course, you can. I really hate Alec for treating you so bad, I mean , we all knew how he hated me , but you were still his neice," Father 6 made the room silent again.