Mato I hated having to pretend like everything was all right when it wasn’t. I didn’t want to further worry my family, but lying was getting harder and harder. The only reason I was able to hide my pain from them was that I was still pretty much in shock. A part of me believed that Zack hadn’t faltered. That he hadn’t cheated. That it was all a terrible nightmare. However, I also knew that he had. He had faltered and reverted to his old ways. He had officially cheated on me this time, and it was still a terrible nightmare. I was still living in his house and although he had given me the space I had requested, he did daily things that tugged at my heart. Such as making sure that the towel in the bathroom is warm for when I have finished showering. And my to-go coffee mug is sitting on the

