Hope In a matter of minutes the courtyard was crowded with pack members all silently waiting and praying that whoever was in that ambulance would be okay. My parents and Zayn's parents stood beside us and Aiden wouldn't let go of my hand. Watching the paramedics deliver electrical shocks across Taylor's chest over and over again put me in a state of anxiety and despair. I was well aware that my son and my mate could feel my overwhelming emotions and they both did their best to comfort me. Zayn kept his arms around me, he tried to move my head to the side so I couldn't see but I had to know if she would wake up. "Baby no amount of anxiety or stress makes any difference to anything that is going to happen. You're stronger than this" Taylor had to wake up. She was so young and full of

