Zayn
I watched Ali crumble to pieces emotionally when his mate said he would have to find another. I felt that s**t and it reminded me of when Hope used to say it. She would tell me she wanted to reject me and I would die a hundred deaths. She would stand tall and beautiful and unaffected. While I would literally feel pain strike through my heart. She broke me a thousand times and healed me time and time again.
She turned me into a f*****g sap and I couldn't be happier. I'd choose her in a thousand lifetimes, in a thousand worlds, out of a thousand women, in any version of reality. I'd find her and choose her.
Just remembering her saying she would reject me pissed me off. I came really close to losing her when Eva pretended to be my mate. I looked over at Hope and smiled to myself I
