Ethan’s P.O.V I was nervous. I have done this many times before so I can only imagine how nervous she is. I think I was nervous because it was her…because I have never felt this way for anyone, between that and being her first that is a lot of pressure on me cause I don’t wanna mess this up. I want her first time to perfect. “Ethan hello, come back to me.” she giggled I never realised I was away somewhere else…nice going Ethan, great first impression. “Sorry got lost in my own head for a moment. Baby you sure?” I asked for what was probably the tenth time. “Yes, I am sure for the tenth time Ethan.” She giggled “You seem as nervous as I do.” She added in another giggle. “I am, baby, very nervous. Yes, I have done all this before but none of them meant anything to me, not really…