Rae
Cooper leaves, and once the door is closed and locked, I allow myself to feel.
I feel horrible.
I feel like breaking down.
I tell myself I won't, but who am I kidding?
I will.
With everything going on, I don't know how I am holding it together so well.
By well, I mean well in my case, because I am always a hot mess, and right now, I'm okay!
I think about what just happened, and the tears begin to fall.
Cooper ran out of here as soon as I told him what happened all those years ago.
He probably hates me and thinks I am weak.
I hate myself for not protecting my baby, so I can't even be mad at him if he's upset with me.
I cry and let it all out.
I don't feel like I need to scream or break anything, I just need to cry it out.
One last time.
I feel like a part of me
