Sweets

Chapter 6

Rae

He looks down at his hand and smirks.

"It's a tattoo,"

No sh!t.

"Of a cupcake, Cooper!," I can't believe him.

"I love cupcakes, you know that," he says, like it's no big deal.

"I know you love cupcakes. I'm just surprised to see one blasted on your hand.

That's not very Alpha macho man of you," I tell him.

"The only thing I have missed besides you this whole time are those cupcakes you used to bake me.

I haven't been able to find any place that has anything as close to good or even decent. Nothing comes close to those damn things.

And I'm always Alpha, baby," his facial hair makes him so much s3xier.

"The night I got this tattoo was actually February 14, a couple of months after I arrived at the academy. Werewolves don't usually celebrate made up human holidays, but for some reason, on that exact day they served us cupcakes for dessert, and they sucked. All I could think about was eating the nastiest cupcake on your birthday, and how you would be highly disappointed.

They were so dry and disgusting.

I ended up telling the guys about the cupcakes back home and eventually, in a stup!d game of truth or dare, I ended up with a cupcake tattoo on my hand.

It was also your birthday and all, and I don't know. I guess when they dared me to do it, I didnt bat an eye. I actually thought it was a great idea, because I always wanted to remember you no matter what happened. You were my whole life at one point. That tattoo was to honor what we had. I know it sounds so stup!d." I just stare at him.

"Hey, a cupcake tattoo isn't bad, compared to the toilet seat another guy got and Henry has f*ck me on his lower back." he tells me.

I just laugh, Men are !!d!ots, but now what he just said will keep playing in my mind. He always wanted to remember me. Ugh.

"Well, at least it's a tattoo of something you love," he nods and yawns. He closes his eyes.

I lay my head on his chest and listen to his heart beat.

He doesn't say anything for a long time, so I think he has fallen asleep, but then he moves to get comfortable. He opens one eye and then closes it again.

"You smell so good," he says, and his hands begin touching me all over my body.

Soon enough, his mouth is on me again.

"Your body is perfect baby. You are so hot," he says before he takes a n!pple in his mouth.

I feel hot, on the inside and on the outside.

Cooper always did that to me. He made me feel great, confident in my own skin. He was always good with compliments and never let me put myself down.

His mouth kisses and sucks my whole body. I don't think there's a part of me this man does not touch and puts his mouth on.

He finally focuses on my p*ssy.

It feels sore, but so good.

He works his way back up and kisses me.

I wrap my legs around him, and he slips right in.

"Mmm" we both moan, but do not take our mouths off each other.

We kiss and f*ck for what seems like forever.

We just go at it like two starved people who need it to survive.

I came once more before I got on all 4's, and he is pounding in to me.

"F*ck Rae, the way your a$$ jiggles has me going crazy," he tells me. He pulls away and smacks my a$$, then he kisses it and slams right back in.

"Ahhh"

"F*ck, I'm about to c*m," he warns me. He slams into me again

"f*ck mmm ohhh," he groans loudly as he holds me close to him.

"F*ck" he pulls out of me and lies down and puts his arm over his eyes.

"We have to talk," I say softly.

"I know, but let's wait until I get back home. I just want to enjoy you here, just like this. I have to leave soon, and I want to keep this memory," he says.

I think about it. I really want to tell him about Forest, but I guess it's for the best.

Back home I can tell him and take him to Forest's tombstone.

"You have tattoos too. I like the butterflies, and the little heart," My heart. I will probably tell him why I got the heart tattoo.

"You also have a new scar in your lower belly. What happened?" he asks. My heart starts racing.

"Is it something bad? Am I not going to like what you say?" he says.

I shrug. "Well, what is it?" I stay quiet. How do you tell someone that you were pregnant, attacked, and the baby passed away, and they just missed it all, and now you are damaged for life and got stuck with a scar because you couldn't even push your baby out with how f*cked up they left you?

My words get stuck.

"Take your time baby. I'm here." he says, but I freeze. I think I am going to need professional help to be able to tell him, because I can't even get the words out to him without feeling like I am going to break down.

I feel the tears, but, I'm strong.

I am Rae Thomas.

I can do anything.

"After you left, a lot happened," I say.

He doesn't say anything.

Eventually, I hear his soft snores.

"Are you asleep?" I whisper.

Silence

I just sit there, staring at him.

Now that the drunk has faded, I realize what I did.

I grab my phone and take a picture of him.

I know it is kind of creepy, but I want to add him to our son's baby book.

Then I pulls the picture of my baby boy up.

"I named him what you wanted for your firstborn son.

Forest. He was your twin." I whisper.

My feelings begin consuming me and I don't want to shut down again.

Now that I am thinking clearly, I realize that I shouldn't have drank alcohol.

I should have just told Cooper the truth and left it at that.

But things just felt normal. I got a taste of the past and was weak.

I can't continue to be weak.

I hear loud banging noise coming from next door, so I get up and get dressed.

I can't be here anymore anyway.

I need to go get some fresh air.

Might as well go check it out, then go run to the beach.

I need to release whatever I have pent up inside.

I close the door quietly, so I don't wake Cooper up and when I turn around, I see the guard holding my cousin's face with his hands.

"I didn't f*ck him," she tells him.

"I saw you," he says.

"You just saw me dancing with two people and making out with a girl, but you said you were okay with that. I never let the guy touch me. I promise," she says.

"I'm not okay with it anymore," he tells her.

"Fine, let's go to bed, so I can show you that I am all yours," she tells him, and he follows her like a lost puppy.

That's my girl.

I tell her I am going to go for a run because I can't sleep and head out.

I see another guard following close behind, but I just go do my thing.

I stretch outside the hotel, and then I slowly start jogging until I can't anymore.

I sit and just watch the ocean.

I have always loved water. Although it is scary, it is beautiful.

I don't know how long I stayed outside for, but people start filling the beach, so I decide to head back inside.

I think I should tell Cooper about our son.

I am not sure that I can leave without saying something.

He deserves to know.

I grab some breakfast sandwiches and orange juice from the restaurant at the hotel and head back to the villa.

I go back in my room and Cooper is gone.

I throw everything on my bed and look around the whole place, but nothing.

He left again.

I sit on the bed, grab my sandwich, unwrap it and take a bite.

God, I feel as empty as I did the first time he left.

This definitely wasn't a good idea.

Oh well, at least he will always be known as the guy who sucked my toes.