I opened the main door only to feel a body behind me and then have the door closed. I turned to my girlfriend in a towel... great... now I'm going to argue with her half naked... f*****g great...
"Katherine...."
"No... you are going to listen to me..."
I sighed, "please don't..."
"Why don't you want to listen to me... why don't you want to listen to me Thandy? Tell me that!"
To be honest with you I had no idea why I didn't want to talk to her, but seeing that made my mind race and I was really scared. I mean I just opened my heart out for her and she said NOTHING about it and then the next thing she was talking to her ex for more than 30 minutes...
I sighed, "I don't wanna be all emotional on you..."
"Is that why you are taking a walk...?"
"I wanna calm myself down..."
"By walking away from what you don't even know?" She asked and I sighed in defeat, "Baby..."
"Stop right there, Don't baby me just because I'm starting to make sense... I was Katherine a minute ago because you saw a phone call with my ex and you acted like I f****d the whole New York...! What happened to trusting me? God Thandy... your ex messed up, Your best friend messed up too, but do I have to pay for what they did? Do I?"
Fuck this hit home. She was telling the truth and it made me feel like s**t. I sighed... "Kat..."
"What? What?" She asked and I shook my head, "I poured my heart out to you and told you how I wanna spend the rest of my life with you... And then I get a simply 'I love you' from you that I always get and a 40 minutes call from your ex... forgive me for being terrified that my heart will be ripped apart..."
"No... I understand that you were badly hurt in the past, and I was hurt too Thandy, hurt by a person I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. She hurt me but you don't see me being mad over calls you get or people you talk to... I'm not saying I don't get jealous coz I do and this Susan chick scares the living out of me, but you don't see me getting mad when you walk with her or when she hugs you.. I stupidly trust that you'll never do anything that will hurt me purposely, stupidly trust that you'll be faithful to me... because this isn't about me and my past exes... it's about you and me loving you as you....yes you said all that and I might not have been forwardly clear with you but sometimes you have to wait a bit to see what one has planned..."
I was crying by now, have I been doing that to her all this time making her pay for the pain I went through in the past when she wasn't even a part of my life then...And she was jealous of Susan????
She wiped my tears, "I know you are not doing this out of instinct... you are scared... I am scared too so much but I trust you and I love you..."
I sobbed, "I love you too Kat...."
She pulled me into a hug and embraced me, I hugged her and held on tight as if I was going to lose her. She held on and kissed my neck..
"I'm sorry.... I'm really sorry okay...." I said and she nodded, "It's okay....don't worry about it..."
I shook my head, "no, it's like... I see now I haven't been fair to you and I'm really sorry. I'm just angry so much and sometimes I take it out on the wrong people.. I'm so sorry babe.."
"Shhhh....." She said kissing my forehead.
She pulled away and then looked at me, "It's okay...really babe.. but you have to work on your anger..."
I nodded looking at her lips, "yes definitely... you have to stop talking...."
She laughed, "oh really?"
I nodded, "yea.... you said some awful truthful staff..."
"I did?"
I smiled and nodded my head still not removing my eyes from her lips, "aha... so why don't you shut up..."
Her smiled brightened, "well... Why don't you shut me u...."
She didn't even finish her sentence, my lips were already on hers kissing her like it's no body's business.
She breathed in before pulling me closer that our bodies were making contact. I continued kissing her and then went down her jaw, I licked her neck a bit making her moan audibly.
I was surprised when I felt my back hit the wall. She pinned me and kissed the living out of me. She kissed me to a point where I thought I wasn't going to survive through lack of air, but then she breathed in me. I had no fucken idea how she did that but whenever she did it I wished she'd just fucken leave me to die coz it sucked me in and left me feeling empty and vulnerable.
My hands held on tight to her when I felt my knees go weak.. I pulled away a bit and whispered, "Baby.... let's go to the guest room...."
She nodded but kept on kissing me and showing no sign of leaving. I sighed when I felt her hand sneak inside my pants. Her finger immediately went on to my sensitive spot and she started rubbing on it a little.
I groaned and bit my inner cheeks, I knew if she kept on doing this I was going to lose it and be loud, but we weren't alone and worse we were next to the main door where everyone had access to.
I whined, "Baby let's go please..."
She nibbled on my neck with her lips and then whispered, "I want you... I want you so much..."
I pulled away and looked at her, "Baby we were having s*x over an hour ago if not less than an hour ago..."
She shrugged and smiled, "you wouldn't say that if you knew how hot my girlfriend is..."
I laughed,
"Then let's go please... please okay..."
She smiled and bit her lower lip sexily then she pulled me towards the room we were sleeping in.
When we reached inside she closed the door and she pushed me towards the bed. She took off my jacket without braking the kiss, then my top followed, now leaving me naked above and with track pants on the bottom.
She pushed me on top of the bed and then climbed on top of me, she still had her the towel wrapped around her body.
She tagged my trouser with my panty and pulled them down all at once.. I was dripping from all the kissing and touching. s*x with Kat was just weird in a fucken awesome way. I mean the way my body was reacting to her you'd swear we haven't had s*x for years, but in honesty we just had it over an hour ago....
After I was totally naked, she untied the towel she had on and threw it on the floor then sexily laid on top of me.
Then she connected our lips together and kissed me while her hands were roaming around my body. I felt hot, like my body was going to bust with too much heat.
Her hand was on my mound again and she rubbed on my slippery clit. I sighed and she rubbed faster making me feel like going crazy...
My legs vibrated and I ended up touching her hand and trying to stop her...
She pulled away from the kiss and looked at me, "what?"
I shook my head, "you know what that does..."
She laughed, "...and I loove what it does...."
"But baby....."
She kissed my neck and penetrated me making me gasp of the suddenness..
"What does this do?" She asked moving her finger deeper in me, I sighed, "fuuuuuck"
"Tell me what this does...."
She continued to f**k me deeper and slowly. Making me gasp, whine, cry and sigh at the same time...
"Oh God Kat...."
She kissed my neck and then kissed down my body slowly..
When she reached my cookie I was having a hard time breathing. I was out of breath from whatever the f**k she was doing...
She killed me when her lips met my mound's lips and her tongue ran down my clit.
My whole body trembled as she moved her tongue faster on my womanhood.. I felt like crying.. She circled it around my clit as I held her head with both my hands in between my thighs and humped up at her..
"Dont stop please..." I begged and oh God she didn't... until I screamed her name.
She collapsed next to me with this huge smile on her face, "God... if I were to survive on you... I'd be the happiest person alive... trust me... I love you so much..."
I kept quiet still trying to get my breath back and my mind back to here..where we are.
"I have something for you..." She whispered in my ear and I rolled my eyes and pulled her body closer to mine, "now? Can't we cuddle until I die...?"
She laughed and got up, "unfortunately it can't wait..."
I watched as she went to her bag and came back with a box. I wiggled my eyebrows, "if it means seeing your sexy ass, then I want more 'somethings' for me"
My girlfriend laughed and she slipped back into the blankets and handed me this box. I looked at it very carefully. She kissed my cheek, "oh hey... open this now now pleasee..."
I smiled and did, at first I saw a car key... I looked at her confused. She smiled, "It's yours...."
My eyes shot open, "you are f*****g with me right?"
She shook her head, "I just did.. but this isn't about that... the car is yours... it's home though..."
"A car baby is too much..."
"Well I crashed yours so I thought a new one would be ideal..."
I shook my head in disbelief, "woman... you are unbelievable..."
She shrugged, "there's more.. dig in...."
I looked inside the box and saw another key and a card..
"Baby....."
She smiled, "what?"
"Oh fuck.... a key to your house and an access card to your complex...Baby..."
"Would you move in with me.....please.." She said as quick as she could and I just stared at her blankly..
"When you go back home after the shoot.... please move in with me... please babe..."
God.. She wanted me... to move in with her? God......