I Stole My Bias's Baby

"Breaking News Saskia of The Nepoz has reported to departed the country for a break after their groupd disbanded this year, her manager quoted that the former singer wanted to study abroad and take a break from everything and will be back again." I sighed as I looked at my face that they were flashing at the tv. I turn off the tv and get my phone and log-in to my social media. I was scrolling my feed when something caught my attention. Why did I ever forget that I could see him here? I look at his photo, it was him with his group memeber who seems to be in shoot for their own comeback. I looked at the comment section and saw someone familiar commented on that photo. She just commented a heart sign, but I saw him replying the same thing.. Theire fans were getting wild because of their interactions that was confirming everything from rumors. I shut my phone as I sighed. I caressed my tummy as I was calming my mind and as well as my heart. "I'm sorry...." I said as I keep on caressing my tummy. I am not sorry that my baby was conceived, I am sorry that he or she was conceived not by loved. I still remember the day that I thought my dream has came true.. -------- ~~~FLASHBACK~~~~ I was in the bar with my members as we were having fun for being free from limelight. "Cheers to us!" I said as I poured the liqour in each glasses. "Finally after five long years we can have our freedom again..." Jaisha said as she smiled at me. I looked at my friends as I smiled bitterly. My co-members were not just my co-workers but they were also my friends, we all have something in common, we all left our homes to chase our dreams as our family doesn't support what we want in life. "By the way, have you heard the news?" Lyra said as she looked at ll of us. "What news?" I asked as I frowned at her. "About Kylo and Carissa?" she asked which made me stopped from drinking, they all looked at me and waited from my reaction. I stiffened at what I am hearing, I have been hearing some rumors about them but both of their agencies had denied all about it. "What was it?" Jaisha asked as she looked at Lyra who just sighed. "Someone has spotted the two kissing in another country." Lyra said which made my heartbeat stops for awhile. "Are you okay Saski?" Mira asked as they all looked at me worriedly. They all knew my obssession when it comes to Kylo, though they supported me, they were also worried and tried to tell me to stop it already. "I am okay... Why wouldn't I? We are not a thing and he didn't even know me personally, it's just a stupid obssession of my mine." I said as I was trying to sound okay. Maybe it is really time to stop my obssession on him, besides we didn't even meet in person it's just me falling for him, when I saw him on Tv. He was doing some charity work with his members that time while I was on tour with my members and what caught my attention is how he looks very caring with those people. I shook my head as I was trying to erased the memory where I started my stupid onssession on him. "Let's not spoil our night with that." I said as I plastered a fake smile just to assure my friends, but they seem to be doubting me. "Yeah, sure..." I heard Jaisha said as they were still look worried over me. We were drinking when I received a call from an unknown number. I sighed as I already know who it was. "I'll just take this call." I said as I could feel the world spinning already. "Saskia..." I heard a familiar voice said from the phone, I could feel my heartbeat racing again. It's been what? almost six years since I heard that voice. "Mother..." I said as tears starts streaming down my face. "Saski why won't you go home? I heard that you will be gone from you group activities now." she said as I heard the worry in her voice. "You know why I can't go home, mother." I said as I sighed. I miss my mother, I didn't want to left her back then, but father has been pushing me to do things I never even like to begin with as it was ordered by grandfather. Why am I born as an only child? and why is my father the same? it may be good if he and I both have some siblings. "You know your father just want what's best for you." she said as she was pleading me to go home. I know my father and grandfather only wants what's best for me, but I am not happy. They secluded me from everyone when I was young, I was always home schooled and didn't have any friends. Grandfather even said that why would I need some friends when they can be my foe? He always tells me not to trust someone who was not family. I grow up always pleasing and obeying them to the point that I couldn't breathe anymore. That's why when I was sixteen I ran away from home. I took some money out, and when I was walking in the mall I bumped to someone and that someone was the one who scouted me to become their artist as their company is new and they needed to form a girlgroup. I met my friends when we were training in our company for a year, we became closer as we all run from our house because of our parents. We became a group called The Nepoz as the Ceo said we all look rich who runs away from their family to become an idol. "I'll try to go back there as soon as I finished everything.." I said as I looked around when I feel very dizzy. I ended the call not saying goodbye. Maybe it was high time for me to take my responsibility in our family. I walked again, but the more I walked I could the world spinning. I reached the bar, and I ordered some drinks more and drink there, I didn't bothered going to the vip room where we are as I didn't want to worry my friends. Why did it all happened in a day that was supposed to be a happy day. I stood up when I feel like I am going to pee. I walked to the comfort room and it didn't take a while before I reach it. After I peed, I walk again but there's seems to be so many people that was coming. I shook my head as my visions started to get blurry. I was about to walk again when I bumped something hard that almost made me fall, but then an arms scoop my waist to avoid making me fall on the floor. When I looked at his face, I couldn't see it clearly, but I think he is familiar. I could feel his body temperature againts mine. Is he sick? I shook my head, and I composed myself and removed his arms. "Thanks.." I said as I smiled drunkly. I was about to walk when suddenly I heard some noises that seems to be looking for someone. The man looked at me, before grabbing me on my wrist. Before I could even react we went to his car and he drove to place I didn't even know. The last thing I remember is him making some noises while we were in eleavtor, and we look at each other and then suddenly he comes closer to me and before I could react again, he kissed me, I didn't know why but the moment I taste his lips against mine I feel like I get drunk more and I could feel the heat starts climbing up on my body. I didn't even knew why I go with him, but all I could feel is that I am safe with him. And I didn't even know what gets inside my head and let him do it to me and why did my body seems to like. End of Flashabcks~~~ ------------------- That was the last thing I remember and when I woke up, I was in bed without anything in my body, and I could feel the pain in my lower part that feels like something giant went inside there and my body feels so swollen like something big just bit me. When I look beside me, I was surprised to see who it was, I don't know what to feel that day, I feel happy that he was my first even though it was accident. But the moment he opened his mouth while he was asleep, I feel the world shattered. He was calling her name in his sleep. I was devastated, but I should erased all the things that would cause him some scandal with me, I went to the hotel which we check in and luckily it was owned by my family, and I ask them to delete all the footage of us in that place, I also called the bar and made them delete. I also asked some housekeeper to give me a new blanket and I replace the bedsheet that has my blood while some people were helping me. I erased everything so that he won't feel guilty when he knows that he sleeps with another woman. It was painful, a memory that should be a beautiful one turns to be my nightmare. And worst... I was here being confined by my family as they learned that I am pregnant and I don't even know who the father is.