Chapter One

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"Breaking News Saskia of The Nepoz has reported that she departed the country for a break after their group disbanded this year. Her manager quoted that the former singer wanted to study abroad and take a break from everything and will be back again." I sighed as I looked at my face that they were flashing on the TV. I turn off the TV and get my phone and log-in to my social media. I was scrolling my feed when something caught my attention. Why did I ever forget that I could see him here? I look at his photo, it was him with his group member who seemed to be on shoot for their own comeback. I looked at the comment section and saw someone familiar commented on that photo. She just commented a heart sign, but I saw him reply the same thing. Their fans were getting wild because of their interactions that confirmed everything from rumors. I shut my phone as I sighed. I caressed my tummy as I was calming my mind and as well as my heart. "I'm sorry...." I said as I kept on caressing my tummy. I am not sorry that my baby was conceived, I am sorry that he or she was conceived not by loved. I still remember the day that I thought my dream had come true. -------- ~~~FLASHBACK~~~~ I was in the bar with my members as we were having fun for being free from the limelight. "Cheers to us!" I said as I poured the liquor into each glass. "Finally, after five long years, we can have our freedom again..." Jaisha said as she smiled at me. I looked at my friends as I smiled bitterly. My co-members were not just my co-workers, but they were also my friends. We all have something in common, we all leave our homes to chase our dreams, as our family doesn't support what we want in life. "By the way, have you heard the news?" Lyra said as she looked at ll of us. "What news?" I asked as I frowned at her. "About Kylo and Carissa?" she asked, which made me stop from drinking. They all looked at me and waited for my reaction. I stiffened at what I heard. I have been hearing some rumors about them, but both of their agencies have denied all about them. "What was it?" Jaisha asked as she looked at Lyra, who just sighed. "Someone has spotted the two kissing in another country," Lyra said, which made my heartbeat stop for a while. "Are you okay Saski?" Mira asked as they all looked at me worriedly. They all knew my obsession when it came to Kylo. Though they supported me, they were also worried and tried to tell me to stop it already. "I am okay... Why wouldn't I? "We are not a thing, and he didn't even know me personally. It's just a stupid obsession of mine," I said as I was trying to sound okay. Maybe it is really time to stop my obsession with him. Besides, we didn't even meet in person, it was just me falling for him when I saw him on TV. He was doing some charity work with his members at that time, while I was on tour with my members and what caught my attention is how he looks very caring towards those people. I shook my head as I was trying to erase the memory of where I started my stupid obsession with him. "Let's not spoil our night with that," I said as I plastered a fake smile just to assure my friends, but they seemed to be doubting me. "Yeah, sure..." I heard Jaisha say as they were still looking worried over me. We were drinking when I received a call from an unknown number. I sighed as I already knew who it was. "I'll just take this call," I said, as I could feel the world spinning already. "Saskia..." I heard a familiar voice say from the phone. I could feel my heartbeat racing again. It's been what? Almost six years since I heard that voice. "Mother..." I said as tears started streaming down my face. "Saski, why won't you go home? "I heard that you will be gone from your group activities now," she said as I heard the worry in her voice. "You know why I can't go home, mother." I said as I sighed. I miss my mother. I didn't want to leave her back then, but my father has been pushing me to do things I never even liked to begin with, as they were ordered by my grandfather. Why was I born as an only child? And why is my father the same? It might be good if he and I both had some siblings. "You know your father just wants what's best for you," she said as she was pleading for me to go home. I know my father and grandfather only want what's best for me, but I am not happy. They secluded me from everyone when I was young. I was always homeschooled and didn't have any friends. Grandfather even said that why would I need some friends when they could be my foe? He always tells me not to trust someone who was not family. I grew up always pleasing and obeying them to the point that I couldn't breathe anymore. That's why, when I was sixteen, I ran away from home. I took some money out, and when I was walking in the mall, I bumped into someone and that someone was the one who scouted me to become their artist, as their company is new, and they needed to form a girl group. I met my friends when we were training at our company for a year. We became closer as we all ran from our house because of our parents. We became a group called The Nepoz. As the Ceo said, we all look rich who run away from their family to become an idol. "I'll try to go back there as soon as I finish everything," I said as I looked around when I felt very dizzy. I ended the call not saying goodbye. Maybe it was high time for me to take responsibility in our family. I walked again, but the more I walked I could see the world spinning. I reached the bar, and I ordered some more drinks and drink there. I didn't bother going to the vip room where we are as I didn't want to worry my friends. Why did it all happen on a day that was supposed to be a happy day? I stood up when I felt like I was going to pee. I walked to the comfort room and it didn't take a while before I reached it. After I peed, I walked again, but there seemed to be so many people that were coming. I shook my head as my visions started to get blurry. I was about to walk again when I bumped into something hard that almost made me fall, but then my arms scooped my waist to avoid making me fall on the floor. When I looked at his face, I couldn't see it clearly, but I think he is familiar. I could feel his body temperature against mine. Is he sick? I shook my head, and I composed myself and removed his arms. "Thanks…" I said as I smiled drunkly. I was about to walk when suddenly I heard some noises that seemed to be looking for someone. The man looked at me, before grabbing me on my wrist. Before I could even react, we went to his car and he drove to a place I didn't even know. The last thing I remember is him making some noises while we were in an elevator, and we looked at each other and then suddenly he came closer to me and, before I could react again, he kissed me. I didn't know why, but the moment I tasted his lips against mine, I felt like I got more drunk, and I could feel the heat start climbing up on my body. I didn't even know why I was going with him, but all I could feel was that I was safe with him. And I didn't even know what was getting inside my head and let him do it to me and why my body seemed to like it. End of Flashbacks~~~ ------------------- That was the last thing I remember and when I woke up, I was in bed without anything in my body, and I could feel the pain in my lower part that feels like something giant went inside there and my body feels so swollen like something big just bit me. When I looked beside me, I was surprised to see who it was. I don't know what to feel that day. I feel happy that he was my first even though it was an accident. But the moment he opened his mouth while he was asleep, I felt the world shattered. He was calling her name in his sleep. I was devastated, but I had to erase all the things that would cause him some scandal with me. I went to the hotel where we checked in and, luckily, it was owned by my family, and I asked them to delete all the footage of us in that place. I also called the bar and made them deleted. I also asked some housekeeper to give me a new blanket and I replaced the bedsheets that had my blood while some people were helping me. I erased everything so that he wouldn't feel guilty when he found out that he was sleeping with another woman. It was painful, a memory that should be a beautiful one turns out to be my nightmare. And worst... I was here being confined by my family as they learned that I was pregnant, and I didn't even know who the father was. 
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