(Ashley’s POV) . I almost had s*x in the moving car. If it was not for the hearing scheduled that morning, I would most likely given myself to him. Willingly. Nikolai was being very patient with me. I knew he longed to have me submitting myself to him. I could sense him controlling his desire to bed me again. It was not as if we never had s*x before. It was just him playing with my mind making me want him more. And I felt, I was losing this game of his. Nikolai was all I could think at night and staying at the room next to his was difficult for both of us. At times, I had wished I could jump on his bed and finished what he had started all day. Flirting, touching me and saying love words were his mind games to make me want him. He truly made me desire on having him inside of me. I lo