Summer
There are times in your life when you know something bad is happening in the moment itself that you’re worrying but knowing isn’t the worst part, the worst part is that you want to do something about it but you can’t.
And right in this moment I feel this. I was sitting in the bedroom Ami held the glass of water as I took out a pill from the bottle that the doctor had subscribed me for the moments like this. When my heart rate increases, making impossible for the fragile organ to pump blood with the speed it was going at, because I don’t have the blood for it to access. It was to calm my heart down, but even though my heart would calm down, my pulse would stop jumping, it wouldn’t matter to my mind and deep down inside me where I know that my husband, the love of my life was in dan
