Damon’s POV 3 months later...... Its been three f*****g months. Three months without my mate. Three months of no leads. Three months of Bella asking for her mother and me having to lie to her. Two months of Bella crying herself to sleep thinking that I wont let her see her mother because she’s been bad. Three months of random shooting pains in my head that seem to last longer and longer each time. Three months of feeling like I can’t breathe and my insides are being ripped apart multiple times a day. At first Axel and I didn’t know what it was until it happened to Axel in front of Rachel. She started crying uncontrollably. It took Colton a long time to calm her down but once he did she told him what it was. She said it was the same thing that happened when I was sleeping with other g