Major I’m fuming mad. My head is spinning and I am feeling dizzy with everything that my mother had said but I know for a fact that I am f*****g angry at her right now. I know she is my mother but I didn’t give her any right to meddle with my life. Not when I’m already a thinking adult. Did she think I would be happy now that I know that she pushed away from the only woman I have ever loved? Did she think I would feel elated to know that she does that for my sake? Just so I wouldn’t be ruined? Damn it. I know and have accepted that I will be ruined the moment I started dating Jean. I was prepared for everything to come. I was willing to compromise for her. And now, I realized that I still am. I still am willing to do everything for her if that’s what it takes to be with her. I will l

