Major I know what she's going through. I have not yet experienced it first-hand but I know for a fact that it's killing her inside. She would not have acted like this if she was. She would not have broken down if she was okay. She's not okay with it. And I understand. It's hard. She sobbed and I did nothing but give her a warm hug, hoping that it's warm enough to be able to melt all the coldness of the things that are making her feel this way. "You can cry it all out," I whispered in a soft manner even though I am already so angry at the whole situation. I don't want to blame it on Mom but if she hadn't been so careless and reckless, Jean wouldn't have had to run away. She wouldn't have had met Rachel. She would have been in an accident. She wouldn't have been feeling this way. I am s

