Getting home, I made more research on online school, trying to find something to distract myself with. It felt like it was going to be a successful situation. It would be a weight to bear by going to school. Maya and Carlos were soon off to sleep after they had dinner. I sat at the balcony, feeling extremely bored and tired. Sebastian hadn't bothered to call nor had he returned home. It was sad how he apologized for doing something, only to repeat the same action. I folded my arms across my chest and stared blankly, lost in my thoughts. I stood from my seat and went inside. The children were fast asleep. Tears stung my eyes and I couldn't hold it in. I let them slip down my cheeks. I covered the kids with the blanket and slipped right next to them. I didn't bother with getting out of m